ended.

Salam.
Tinggal tiga hari lagi nak start sem 2..
Kejap jer plak rse cuti sebulan.mula2 start cuti x tau nak buat aper,boring ar..and mcm2 lgi..
Tpi sekarang dah start blajar blik..
Since budak spc FIST-RCMP,UK and INDIA dah msuk,mesti kat kolej crowded dari dulu.
Tapi x per ar,lagi meriah..budak spc pon dah rmai..yang best nyer kitorang SENIOR!sebab kitorang daftar dulu!
Tapi member2 aq selalu kata aq ni x leh jdi senior saper2 sebab aq kecik..
Kecik2 cili padi lar,member!  =)

Honestly,aq takut gak sebenarnya nak balik kolej sebab RESULT!
Seriously,sem lepas memang x confident giler ngan result.
Insyaallah,harap2 dapat result yang elok.


And project physic lagi.
Sebulan tapi x siap2 lagi.
Kadang2 aq rse cam nak marah kat diri sendiri sebab suka buat kerja last minute.BAD HABIT!

the biggest enemy is yourself,isn't?  =)

angry mildly,okay?

18!

Salam.
Guess what?I'm eighteen today!
Times sure flies.
Sometimes, I can't believe that I had grown up.
May Allah will be always blessing my life.

a sweet popcorn to be shared.

Salam and bonjour!!! =)

a smile from the popcorn seed that we ate

It was an ugly but creative smile,isn't?

I made it myself with the popcorn that PRD generously giveaway to everyone.
During EXAM week,kitorang ad buat study group for girls.
And it was so much fun!
Studying,discussing,eating and messaging(?) together2..
Hahaha..
Now that I'm alone and doing nothing at home,I miss them even more!
Aq dah hbis tengok smua movie and drama dalam hardisk..
so,aq layan youtube plak..
tengok punyer tengok..aq jumpa this video by matlufti.He's famous yo..
and it was hilarious!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-z9BTFlk_s
  I am a K-pop fans,but I really enjoy the video.no offensive at all.
sebab LAWAK GILER!keep up the good work,dude.

holiday.

Salam.
I'm in holiday now since we have finished with sem 1.
Holiday supposed to be fun and full of excitement.
But now,it become some kind of boring.
In the old days,at time like this I will spending my time by hanging out with my friend,shopping or visiting places.
I felt like a living zombie in my house.I wish I can hang out with my college friend but I kinda living too far from them that it almost impossible to find someplace that we can meet.I miss my old buddies too.Most of them are not free,since we started our tertiary education at different places in different time.I sure they are studying hard now that I scared I might bothering them in their studies.

Well,actually I really want to watch movie but my parents will not allow me to go to cinema alone.my sister is not interested in this kind of things and my parents..they just didn't like going out.I really want watch Transformer!
I hope I will get the chance.

The truth.

I'm waiting.
But,I am not the one he/she want to meet.
Somehow,painful,isn't?

Jelousy or unconfidence?(part 2)

Salam..

since I started this,should I start with the reasons?

well,maybe I only want to know what kind of person he/she is.

people around me keeps talking about him/her,

seeking for perfection,perhaps?

in my long term observation on this person,

suprisingly,

I learnt something else from this stalking thing.

sadly,I don' found the perfection I have been looking for.

but something much better.

small things in life brings many meanings for us.

every person I meet ,every words I had said,everything I do,

EVERYDAY.

I wish that I had use all the moments to do something nice to others.

And I want to do so.
Insyaallah..

 

Jelousy or unconfidence?

to be honest,I have been always stalking this person since around 4 months.

well.stalking might not the suitable word to explain it,but

I do always watching him/her.the way he/she talk,dressed and his/her activities.

I'm not following him/her around,but I grab any chances I saw him/her.or,I might get caught,don't I?

or I already did?just that I don't realize it.perhaps.

there's a thing or two that I got from this stalking mission.
but,I am terribly sleepy.so gotta go now..

jars of hearts.

i love this song so much that i can feels it's comes from the singer's heart.

this song was somehow...moved me.

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html