holiday.

Salam.
I'm in holiday now since we have finished with sem 1.
Holiday supposed to be fun and full of excitement.
But now,it become some kind of boring.
In the old days,at time like this I will spending my time by hanging out with my friend,shopping or visiting places.
I felt like a living zombie in my house.I wish I can hang out with my college friend but I kinda living too far from them that it almost impossible to find someplace that we can meet.I miss my old buddies too.Most of them are not free,since we started our tertiary education at different places in different time.I sure they are studying hard now that I scared I might bothering them in their studies.

Well,actually I really want to watch movie but my parents will not allow me to go to cinema alone.my sister is not interested in this kind of things and my parents..they just didn't like going out.I really want watch Transformer!
I hope I will get the chance.

The truth.

I'm waiting.
But,I am not the one he/she want to meet.
Somehow,painful,isn't?

Jelousy or unconfidence?(part 2)

Salam..

since I started this,should I start with the reasons?

well,maybe I only want to know what kind of person he/she is.

people around me keeps talking about him/her,

seeking for perfection,perhaps?

in my long term observation on this person,

suprisingly,

I learnt something else from this stalking thing.

sadly,I don' found the perfection I have been looking for.

but something much better.

small things in life brings many meanings for us.

every person I meet ,every words I had said,everything I do,

EVERYDAY.

I wish that I had use all the moments to do something nice to others.

And I want to do so.
Insyaallah..

 

Jelousy or unconfidence?

to be honest,I have been always stalking this person since around 4 months.

well.stalking might not the suitable word to explain it,but

I do always watching him/her.the way he/she talk,dressed and his/her activities.

I'm not following him/her around,but I grab any chances I saw him/her.or,I might get caught,don't I?

or I already did?just that I don't realize it.perhaps.

there's a thing or two that I got from this stalking mission.
but,I am terribly sleepy.so gotta go now..

jars of hearts.

i love this song so much that i can feels it's comes from the singer's heart.

this song was somehow...moved me.

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html

in exam mood..

recently,i'm having too much things to handle.
just finished with the standardize test 3.looking forward for a good result.

in two weeks,i'm will be having my final exam!

but,being away from home,alhamdulillah.i have plenty of great friends around me that always supporting me.

being here is one of the rezeki i'm very thankful of.

this is a song posted by one of my friend in our batch page...never thought they have this amazing another side..
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150270359388373&oid=167305099983849&comments

keep the pace.

latest?

suprise?

this going to be my macromedia director presentation.

standardize 3 is coming soon..

wish me gud luck! ~_~