''I'm scared to say goodbye,'cause what's after that?I don't know.''-don't want an ending by sam tsui
assalamualaikum.
first post in beautiful february.
i changed my blog's design.look nice kan? =,=
i changed my blog's design.look nice kan? =,=
a few day ago,i went to kl!!!went to meet some friend from bmi..
ader bushra,yana,bazilah,tikah ngan onci yang tomei2 semuanya. =)
from micet,lisa,yuchi moshi2,haifa and me!
we meet up at mid valley and do some shopping.
i bought pink dumbell actually.woah!!hahaha.1 kg only lar..
and i meet some colleague from my old school.
fahyn,fatoi and nik.
they sure seem the same.and fahyn said that farah got thinner.hope that will happen to me too. =p
okay.
all the crap above have nothing to do with the title.
let's get back to business.
being 19,i think that i'm in the middle of teen and adult.
or in malay,we called it belia.
we are young,adventerous,hot-blooded and on the top of that,know nothing about life.
to be honest,the moment i reached my sweet 18,i realized that this won't be easy.
growing up isn't easy.
i started to realize who i really am and the responsibility that followed with it.
i am a student.
i need to study hard and smart to achieve good result.(or my scholarship will be canceled. #_#)
i am a friend.
i need to make and maintain friendship by being nice and cherish my friend.
i am a daughter and a sister.
i'm the oldest,so i will be the head of the family once my parents get old.
i am a part of the community.
i have to take part in community activities and socialize.
and the ultimate role.
i am a muslim.
i need to obey Allah and the Prophet.
what i'm trying to say is that in life,we all holding responsibility.
and as the day passed,we might felt that the responsibility was too much and slowly become a burden.
and for me.it does happened sometimes.
there is time that i can't hold it back and burst into tears.
and after letting all the tears wetting my hijab.
the rain falls.(dramatic huh?)
but it's true.
and that time i thought,'even the sky is crying'.
and i felt very small.compared to the sky,are my tears valuable enough to be heard?
and the tears of the sky swept away my own tears.
i smiled.
suddenly i realized,the rain felt like a companion.
i'm thankful that Allah won't let me crying alone.
Alhamdulillah.Subhanallah.Allahuakbar.
so,boys and girls,there will be a lot of obstacle and difficulties waiting for you in the future.
it can't be avoided.
but,whenever you feel it's too hard to move on,have faith in our one and only protector.
He always there for you
and everything that you going through,the tears that you shed,the joy that you laughed,
He knows it all.
have faith and ask for the strength to move on.
"If Allah is your protector, none can overcome you, and if He forsakes you, then who can help you? Trust Allah and have faith in His sovereign power" [Qur'an, Al-Imran, Surah 3:160]
we meet up at mid valley and do some shopping.
i bought pink dumbell actually.woah!!hahaha.1 kg only lar..
and i meet some colleague from my old school.
fahyn,fatoi and nik.
they sure seem the same.and fahyn said that farah got thinner.hope that will happen to me too. =p
okay.
all the crap above have nothing to do with the title.
let's get back to business.
being 19,i think that i'm in the middle of teen and adult.
or in malay,we called it belia.
we are young,adventerous,hot-blooded and on the top of that,know nothing about life.
to be honest,the moment i reached my sweet 18,i realized that this won't be easy.
growing up isn't easy.
i started to realize who i really am and the responsibility that followed with it.
i am a student.
i need to study hard and smart to achieve good result.(or my scholarship will be canceled. #_#)
i am a friend.
i need to make and maintain friendship by being nice and cherish my friend.
i am a daughter and a sister.
i'm the oldest,so i will be the head of the family once my parents get old.
i am a part of the community.
i have to take part in community activities and socialize.
and the ultimate role.
i am a muslim.
i need to obey Allah and the Prophet.
what i'm trying to say is that in life,we all holding responsibility.
and as the day passed,we might felt that the responsibility was too much and slowly become a burden.
and for me.it does happened sometimes.
there is time that i can't hold it back and burst into tears.
and after letting all the tears wetting my hijab.
the rain falls.(dramatic huh?)
but it's true.
and that time i thought,'even the sky is crying'.
and i felt very small.compared to the sky,are my tears valuable enough to be heard?
and the tears of the sky swept away my own tears.
i smiled.
suddenly i realized,the rain felt like a companion.
i'm thankful that Allah won't let me crying alone.
Alhamdulillah.Subhanallah.Allahuakbar.
so,boys and girls,there will be a lot of obstacle and difficulties waiting for you in the future.
it can't be avoided.
but,whenever you feel it's too hard to move on,have faith in our one and only protector.
He always there for you
and everything that you going through,the tears that you shed,the joy that you laughed,
He knows it all.
have faith and ask for the strength to move on.
"If Allah is your protector, none can overcome you, and if He forsakes you, then who can help you? Trust Allah and have faith in His sovereign power" [Qur'an, Al-Imran, Surah 3:160]
