a new addiction.

assalamualaikum.

honestly,i want to post an entry about my current activity but 

it seem that nothing interesting happens lately.

but,let's look at the bright side.

maybe there are a few small interesting thing.

at least for me. =)

currently,i'm so into Running Man!

yeah,it's korean show..

i'm one of the crazy k-pop fan,so this show was like a medicine for my critical condition.

living in the hostel,only being able to watch vanilla coklat.

we got a few channel only,that's why.

basically,this show is about hide and seek with some mission to do along the game.

it was so much fun.watching they run and tried to escape make my heart flutter sometimes too.

sometimes i think i have gone crazy watching the show.

the only show that make me laugh my heart out.

if you being a student,this would take away all your stress.trust me. =)

and about my studies,it does affected a little bit.or a lot.

everytime i switched on my laptop,i will estimate how long i gonna spend watching running man

 before start to do revision..

a single episode usually takes about 1 hour and a half hour.

and i was like 'okay,watch half of a episode and start revise for 3 hours.then we can finish the remaining half'

but,it always ended up spend the whole 5 hours watching Running Man.

and what worse,it happens everyday.

isk..isk..isk..

 i'm addicted already.any advice?

it's been a year with you.

assalamuaikum.

happy birthday to syazwani and nore asyikin.=)

congrats to be a few months older than me...( ^_^)

kamu berdua baby besar yang tomei2 saja.

and of course mesti ader party and cake!

nah.suka x?

kitorang celebrate beberapa jam awal before midnight memandangkan esok ader kelas cikgu azizan yang cool giler tu..

opening ceremony mestilar prank!!!

jutaan penghargaan kepada faizzi yang sanggup menjadi pak sanggup.

lakonan yang sangat tak berkesan.

anyway,lepas nyanyi2 and wish banyak2 kat dorang,

it's makan time!

memandangkan kami semua perempuan melayu terakhir yang kuat makan,

maka sekejap jer kek tu dah jadi macam ni.

kek lembik2 pon sodap.

selain daripada syaz ngan syikin,ada lagi a few yang celebrate birthday hari yang sama.

happy birthday to aqilah,arib banin ngan teacher shitah!

may Allah bless you all!

bila time2 ni lar rse bersyukur giler ader member2 mcm dorang ni.

yup,memang i'm not the one yang sambut hari jadi,but it's nice to know that you have friends like them.

especially when we're away from home.and when you're struggling in studies.

it's been a year now.

and i couldn't show how much i'm grateful to know you all.

only Allah know how much i love them.

Alhamdulillah.

freak2 yang terdapat di micet =p

Insyaallah,we will succeed together.

mouth-watering meal.

assalamualaikum.

i had my first breaking fast with nasi talam yesterday!

and i had so much fun! =)

right after maghrib,i walks down the road to the surau with some of my friend.

annd at that time i think i can heard my stomach played some music.=p

and we had our breaking fast meal starting with some appettizer.

and perform the maghrib prayer together.

after prayer,we had our nasi talam meal.

and it's quite looks like this..

5 person per tray.

reciting the duaa',and we ate together.

after 10 minutes,our tray transformed into this.

tangan saper lar cari publisiti ni..

we are very hungry at that time.and so do i.

maybe that why i ate some more.=)

special thanks to nisah and all the unni that organised all this.

i'm thankful that we had you.Alhamdulillah.

and i hope that this fasting will be blessed.

'A fasting person is in a state of worship, even when (asleep) in bed, except when he backbites another Muslim.'-the Prophet. (Al-Kafi, al- Kulayni, "The Book of Fasting" 3rd Edition, vol.4, p.190)

"... Every breath you take is (has the reward of) Tasbih (praise to Allah) and your sleep is worship..." (Uyun al-Akhbar al-Rida - the Prophet's sermon).

our protector.

''I'm scared to say goodbye,'cause what's after that?I don't know.''-don't want an ending by sam tsui

assalamualaikum.

first post in beautiful february.
i changed my blog's design.look nice kan? =,=

a few day ago,i went to kl!!!went to meet some friend from bmi..

ader bushra,yana,bazilah,tikah ngan onci yang tomei2 semuanya. =)

from micet,lisa,yuchi moshi2,haifa and me!
we meet up at mid valley and do some shopping.
i bought pink dumbell actually.woah!!hahaha.1 kg only lar..
and i meet some colleague from my old school.
fahyn,fatoi and nik.
they sure seem the same.and fahyn said that farah got thinner.hope that will happen to me too. =p

okay.
all the crap above have nothing to do with the title.
let's get back to business.

being 19,i think that i'm in the middle of teen and adult.
or in malay,we called it belia.
we are young,adventerous,hot-blooded and on the top of that,know nothing about life.

to be honest,the moment i reached my sweet 18,i realized that this won't be easy.
growing up isn't easy.
i started to realize who i really am and the responsibility that followed with it.

i am a student.
i need to study hard and smart to achieve good result.(or my scholarship will be canceled. #_#)
i am a friend.
i need to make and maintain friendship by being nice and cherish my friend.
i am a daughter and a sister.
i'm the oldest,so i will be the head of the family once my parents get old.
i am a part of the community.
i have to take part in community activities and socialize.

and the ultimate role.
i am a muslim.
i need to obey Allah and the Prophet.

what i'm trying to say is that in life,we all holding responsibility.
and as the day passed,we might felt that the responsibility was too much and slowly become a burden.

and for me.it does happened sometimes.
there is time that i can't hold it back and burst into tears.
and after letting all the tears wetting my hijab.
the rain falls.(dramatic huh?)
but it's true.
and that time i thought,'even the sky is crying'.
and i felt very small.compared to the sky,are my tears valuable enough to be heard?
and the tears of the sky swept away my own tears.
i smiled.
suddenly i realized,the rain felt like a companion.
i'm thankful that Allah won't let me crying alone.
Alhamdulillah.Subhanallah.Allahuakbar.

so,boys and girls,there will be a lot of obstacle and difficulties waiting for you in the future.
it can't be avoided.
but,whenever you feel it's too hard to move on,have faith in our one and only protector.
He always there for you
 and everything that you going through,the tears that you shed,the joy that you laughed,
He knows it all.

have faith and ask for the strength to move on.


"If Allah is your protector, none can overcome you, and if He forsakes you, then who can help you? Trust Allah and have faith in His sovereign power" [Qur'an, Al-Imran, Surah 3:160]

the precious one

salam.
dear sister,let be the precious one together,alrite?

let's take a step forward.

salam.

recently starting my new life as maha siswi,things are way toooooo different.
need to be more independent and mature,study harder and spend time and money wisely.
thinking about it,being a student holds a lot of responsibility.
and of course the expectation.
here,i'm starting to take a step forward myself.
other people have faith in me more than i am.
and i'm thankful for that.
alhamdulillah and insyallah.
i'll try my best to not let them down.

it's chinese new year holiday

assalamualaikum.

it's holiday!!!!

which means no classes.

dengan itu berduyun2 lar member blik umah.eventhough kitorang baru daftar last week.

spoiled kids tol.hahaha*just kidding.

cuti pon x lama,dlam 4 hari jer..so,at first x planning pon nak blik.

dah biasa dok asrama,so x lar rse aper2 pon sampailar...

friend:D,bas ko pukul brape?

me:bas aper?

friend:raya cina lar..xkan basikal kot.

me:aq x blik kot.tiket pon dah hbis.

friend:seriously?ko x takut k tinggal sorang2?yg lain semua blik tau tak..

me:chill ar,aq dah besa camni dok maktab dlu..

friend:ko biar betul D.ko dah lupa k citer encik taufik dlu..kiter dok dalam kawasan hutan ni D..

klau jadi aper2 x de org kat cni nak jga ko.

me:err.. =$

ni one of the conversation lar dorang nak persuade sy supya sy blik..

tapi sy macam x kisah sangat gak,sampailar last day member2 lain dah start planning nak gerak..

tergugat juga iman sy  nak stayback.

so aq ambik keputusan balik gak ar..

mula2 ble bagitau mak,of course ar dye marah giler..

yelar nak blik camne?bas pon bukannyer ader..ingat taboh naning dengan maran tu dekat jer?

sy dengan muka kiutnyer(perasan) pon pujuk ibu tercinta dengan confidentnyer yg i'll took the ktm..

yup.ktm..memang sikit x pusing..

honestly,sy pernah naek ktm sekali jer.

tu pon dari ukm nak g mid valley sebab nak shopping.*girls fav. =)

tapi this time memang suffered hbis ar..

3 hours on the bus nak g stesen ktm headache memanjang..

sesak giler dengan budak sekolah and student u yg blik cuti..

after an hour standing,i finally got a seat.

next to a chinese boy..but ble bdak tu trun ader lar this guy ganti seat dyer.

honestly,sy pon x perasan sejak ble dyer duduk seat tu.

what's funny is kitorang dua2 ngantok giler.so,memang tersenguk2 dalam bas sampai sekali tu 

kepala kitorang terhantuk!

Ya Allah,memang malu giler..member2 dyer memang gelak kaw2 ar..

luckily,a few minutes after tu,dah sampai sungai gadut yang diidam2kan..

 so,naek lar tren sampai kl sentral..

dalam tren x yah citer lar,,al maklum jer lar keramaian orangnyer..

yang boleh mencapai kuasa giga dan tera..

anyway,alhamdulillah.safely arrived at home around 2 a.m.

my parents come all the way from terengganu(they have a short vacation with my sis and uncle there)

and picked me up...gracias mum!muah2..

this holiday,spent most of my time eating and watching tv..(anak dara aper ni..)

and used my 1 malaysia voucher for this!

i'm not the smarty pants type,but at least i need to be a little bit nerd..lol =)

and i still have the other 100myr voucher.

the expired date is around the end of march,so i'm keeping it as a backup.

how knows when we need it,isn't?

anyway,happy new year everyone.

eventhough we not chinese,but still we got a day off kan?

kita kan 1 malaysia..

let's celebrate! =)

sila berhati-hati di jalanraya dan dalam bas juga. ^_^

p/s:millions thanks for dzulhasni,syaz,nixxon and syikin yang hensem dan gorgeous2 belaka for the company along the journey.=)